So here is an update, although I don't think this will sound terribly positive yet.
|exterior doors- Pantone Dewberry|
|We've been making good use of it while we can!!!|
Third - The city sewer backed up into my house recently and I was wading ankle-deep through my neighbors' shit and feeling that perhaps God does not love me and never did. I won't thrill you with the pictures of that.
BUT. You will be happy to hear that something has changed for the better. And not just "silver linings". Me and the kids were watching one of those Pirates of the Caribbean movies recently, and Captain Jack says "close your eyes and pretend it's all a bad dream. That's how I get through." And I laughed rather maniacally over that while my kids asked me what was so funny.
Make no mistake though - everything is about to change. Again! And that's why I will wait to post anymore updates until I can say what I really want to say.
And yes - God loves me. A lot more than I ever thought. Hang in there kittens... this story is not over. :)